Complicated....#2

life some times is very complicated n hard to understand...some times u spend ur life with someone thinkin that u kno the person...but do u really kno tht person??? sometimes yeah...bt sometimes No!!!
I have been around so many people..n have met different kinda people..wel yeah, lets called them friends!!!!
some r really nice and others use u as a way to get some wher..N see my bad luck..most of the time i have met the 2nd kind..its really dissapointing n depressing bt every time i wish "ok"..may b this is the last time for this drama...but it seems like life is rounding up again n again...
I dnt fyl like trusting anyone anymore...dnt fyl like talkin to anyone..bt still ther is a wish & hope deep inside me which is still alive...

My life....#1

Dhen varah dhuvas kohfa miaee...hehe..asusual i guess...
Aslu seriously spkin this whole wk kinda sucked..Dnt know wats wrong with me!!!!
eheves kameh kuraa hitheh nuvey n nothin seems interestin..its like my life is without exicitement...i wonder wether this happens to people often???? May b o may b not..
c ya all lators...

Dedicated to my close friends.....

Thank you for always being there,
To listen and understand me.
I appreciate all you did for me,
And all you still do.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,
For putting my pieces back together.
I appreciate you putting my life back together,
You saved my life.

You may not understand,
Why I do what I do.
But you never criticized,
You just helped me through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,
'cause I knew you'd always be there
to pick me back up
and say everything will be ok.

Love u all.......

WhAt A NiGhT!!!!!!!!!

oh God...its almost morning n still m on my bed..cudnt slp..so many things r on my mind...dhen nunidhenya v foohivey..
aslu nunidhigen online vee bt i wasnt in da mood to talk to anyone so m appear off...molhu dho..hehehe
alhey kihineh hedheema tha nidheynee....Do anyone have any idea???????

The thing called LIFE

i know i promised to share more thoughts...bt i cudnt dho..hehehe..aslu the thing is m kinda fylin low..nothin seems to b ok, everythings turned out to b the oposite of what i thought..m facing so many unexpected things in my life, my granny is sick n suddenly i have to rush to male', n one of my frnd is seriously injured in the trip to Melaka n so much more personal stuffs goin on...
wat more to say dho..this is life n its always unexpected,so better b strong n face all the things without any fear....

woohooo

At last exams are over...finally, m free from books....free from exam stress and those boring lecters..
m gettin three months brk to relax n enjoy..
that means i can b able to share my crazy thoughts more often....hehehehe
so c ya ...

Its only life by Kate Voegele

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life,
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

A distractive day

i dnt kno wats happening to me..no mood to do anything..m doin nothin bt slpin n watchin Tv...i hvnt done anything useful..i kno my exams are very near and i shud be studyin for exams right now bt..errrrrrrrr....i cudnt do tht...
m thinkin of revisin my lessons since from yesterday..bt...some how finally i ended up doin somethin useless..
oh God i dnt wanna b like this..
i nyd some motivation..
i want some miracle to happen, to change my mood..

I lost it....

alhey i lost it*sniff* *sniff*...cant stop thinking abt it..i lost my necklace..its been on my neck since from long time n maama ge fashufooves also was with tht necklace...
shit dhen..i lost it in the car park or in the class room...dnt kno wher i lost it also...how can i be so careless...dhen dhuvahakuves ehcheh gehligen dhera nuvey bt this time dheravaneee hama...ya ya i kno dhen vee kameh vee kan n i may o may not get it back..bt still cnt stop thinking abt it...
maama eyoh loabin dheefa oi ethi e gehlunee :( :(

Voice of some one...

Last nite was a bit dissapointing...i heard a bad news and was thinking abt it..i just laid on my bed and tried to slp bt i cudnt untill early morning..as soon as i fell in slp i had a weird drm..i saw the people i dnt wanna see, the people i want forget abt cox those people are related to my past..they hv caused me so much pain n i dnt hv any gud thing to think abt them..
Now again it seems like i hvnt get over my past, my pain is still in side me as fresh as it was, again i hv this same feeling tht part of me is missing something n i fyl some strange fylin inside me..i dnt kno whether tht, it is anger or hatred..the thing i kno is i dnt wanna think abt them...my past, those days...but i hv no idea how to do that..

Tonite...

Tonite m just thinkin of u...
The fylin of u makes me so different..
The thought of u makes me so fresh..
The presence of u gives me joy n cheerfulness..
I fyl u r my happiness..
U r my beloved..
Tonite i just think of all those days u stood up me...
All the time u defended me...
All the happiness n lov u gav me...
N how ur lov & trust changed me...
How it helped me be a different person..
Tonite the fylin of u makes me dance..
Dance like a free angel...
With a heavenly joy on the face..
Tonite i just wanna say one thing...
M so delighted n pleased to hv u..

What a Dr@ma

when v watch series or movies the startings are happy, u hv perfect lover, perfect friendship..etc n then it shows love trangle, betrayal, breakups n losing loved ones..n finally happy ending...when i sees this in movies its kinda understandable cox its just a movie..
but when the same drama happens in real life i cnt beleive it...cox how cn they forget the pain and the frustration... how can they trust the one who cheated on them??? when they breakup they scold each other, they burn every single present they got from tht relationship and much worse they curse each other...basically ther wont be any good thing left..
n the funny thing is if they get a chance to live together they dnt show any sign of previous hatred..they dnt talk abt the things happnd between them, dnt bother abt the betrayal and ll b acting as if nothin hpnd...i wonder r they truely in love o r they faking it???
cnt beleive tht ppl can be tht cheap n fake...
i cnt beleive tht ppl can be so evil and cunning..
when i sees these things, just one thing comes to my mind WHAT A DRAMA..

Lunch at Jum's Place

After a long time v get to eat Kandumas from maldives...yummy...so happy :D :D..n jum ge kehkun is way too gud...it was tasty n v enjoyed eating it..

The Friendship

I saw love and care in ur eyes....
That night was like a beautiful dream
Remember the river, remember the park n remember the views
Remember how happy we were together
How charming our friendhip was n how things changed from that moment***
U knew the situation was the same n it wont change
U knew exactly what was going to happen
But u never thought about it at that moment
N i never thought u will let me down
BUT....it all ended like a bad dream
Now m confused with tears
Confused why i let my self
Confused this can't be me
Confused by the fact that I was betrayed by the one i trusted most
It is hurting me every day n u dnt see it
But ther is no body to blame also
No body to complain about this
This is more like uninformed game
GAME OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP
I don't know how I got here
N I don't know how long I'll stay
But soon enough I'll be on my way
Cox now i trust in myself only
N i dnt expect anything from anyone

10,000 BC

i just cudnt help not sharing this with u guyss....i am suppose to finish my assignment now... n mom is after me saying .."are u doing u r assignment???"...but this thing just came to my mind....n cudnt help it...recently i went to this movie called 10,000 BC with my friends...we all like tht movie....the funny thing is that one of my friend asked me abt something regardin the kiss...hahaha...she was asking me " e zamaanuga ves meehun kiss kuranee ehen hey" that was funny actually...cox it makes me to think about that too....wat do u think...is it same as now????

The journey of Life

New Born Baby

It was beautiful morning about 7 o'clock...there was a soft sound of the cry of new born baby..That was the cry of the first child of her parents ..she was so cute and innocent..her first glance caught the sparkling love of her mother..she was surrounded by many strange faces but yet every one seems to be so happy, enjoying n capturing the moment..that was the most cherishable sight anyone can ever see...but do any one hav any idea about the future of this child..do any one realise the rough paths that she is gonna go through...hmmm...no one can predectic future dho..

it was the moment that she first breaths to this world...it seems perfectly alright..hapiness and wealth was surrounded by her with a big caring and lovin family...so how in the earth anything will wrong happen to this child dho... It seems this baby is gonna have a perfect life n as a child she did hav tht "perfect life"...bt as we all kno dho life isnt a fairy tale...."a new life of this baby as a teenage girl ll continue the story " till then chao...

My Graffitiessssssss

Goo Goo Dolls- Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

hmmmmmm....

Its almost 12 midnite...one wk after my secound surgery..i m thinking about so many stuffs...my studies,life n so many beykaaru things....

And i dont kno why i am writing this on this blog...but this is the first time i really wanted to write something..so here is some thing...ehehehe

Life is a page of everyone's book...no one can escape from it...the thing is some people are so lucky that they dont face many struggles from this page.. some people hav very little to share but others hav so much....until they finally giv up or fedup of the book of their life...

about me dho....i guess i had lot of experiences and sometimes i think O GOD now this is enough for me...plssssss...bt wat to do dho..Life shoud go on dho..

Life is depressing and boring and on the other hand its interesting and fun too...And as people say"every thing happens for a reason"..ummm do u beleive it???..ehehe..dnt kno about u guys..but yeah i do..cox everything happens for a reason and every lessons gives you new experiences and new ways of LIFE...some times its so painful and some times u jump up and down cox of the joy u get from LIFE.. Isnt that strange???? but this is how we complete THE book of LIfe dho..the survivors are the achievers and others fail from life.